Ellen’s response to the ‘Abercrombi& Fitch’ statement.
Sometimes I wish I couldn’t feel a goddamn thing. Between all my fucking nightmares, my job where almost everyone is verbally abusive and constantly dumping more and more shit on me and my PTSD I have no time to process any of my emotions.
My head right now is just explosive cocktail of repressed memories…nightmares…anxiety…fear…exhaustion…paranoia…betrayal…confusion….every time I close my eyes to sleep I’m bombarded by images and sounds from my fucked up childhood. Every time I wake up I put my happy pants on an go outside into the world where I’m suppose to function with all of this crap going. I’ll just put my mental health over here in this box and hope it doesn’t decay any further.
#the sad part is that she’s 100 percent right #and he’s wrong #but he keeps telling himself this over and over #secrets protect us #secrets make us safe #until the point where he actually believes it #you can see it in his eyes #and she finds that to be crazy #to me #this is probably one of the doctor’s scariest moments #because he says something so completely terrible #and yet it believes it completely
People forget that he isn’t some goofball in a spaceship…he really IS a madman with a box…capable of destroying not just entire worlds but the entirety of time itself. Of course he thinks secrets keep you safe…look at what he’s done with knowledge in the past…he wiped out his entire species..family and friends…probably even his own children with the knowledge of what they were planning to do to stop the time war. In his mind secrets really do keep people safe…safe from knowledge…knowledge that can cause people to do terrible things sometimes.
Anonymous asked: Hi, have you gave away the binder yet? By the way, love your blog! :)
The one I posted about has been given away already. However I plan on getting a few more soon to give away also.
Something I’ve never noticed before:
Snape not only deflects McGonagall’s attack but uses it to take down Alecto and Amycus in a single armwave behind his visual field. Like they both had their wands out too but BOY they did not see that coming. Snape knew that he needed to get rid of them before being driven out of the castle so that they wouldn’t harm any of the students GOD what a badass motherfucker
Shape…staph. You make my heart hurt.
Gonna give this another shot, i know someone out there needs one.
I have an underworks binder I am willing to give away.
Willing to ship anywhere.
It’s brand new still in the packaging.
I recently purchased a couple of large underworks T-shirt style binders. They are pretty comfortable and nice and snug. I want to give one never used brand new still in the packaging binder away to someone who needs one. These damn things can be pricey.
There are a few rules though.
1. I’d prefer that you were at least over 18. I don’t feel comfortable giving away something like this to someone who could possibly be living with unsupportive or even abusive parents. If that’s your situation, from someone who knows it well, please don’t try to convince me to do something that could be harmful. I know it’s hard to hide who you are but you won’t be there forever as pointless as that sounds and if you need help let me know ill try my best to find you some helpful trans/LGBTQA resources in your area.
2. If you can afford one on your own, please please please don’t ask me for it. I’d like this to go to someone who actually can’t afford it.
Ill randomly pick a winner and let them know. I wish I had more than one but for now that’s all I could afford for now
That’s pretty much it. Ill ship to other countries or planets if you happen to be a 900 year old time lord or companion.
The Doctor’s emotional rollercoaster
This is me…
Me every day of my life.